Need Author: bella © 2001 |
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i lay here awake..my body screaming in its need.... i know it
is wrong to want so much...especially when it is a want that it triggers
all kinds of wrong emotions....jealousy of those who get the need
rages in me...the need to be beaten into submission - the need
to get out of my own head...not for a few minutes fleetingly...but sometimes
this need takes over...and i want to kill whoever is in my way it is the
reason why i clamped down my sexuality....my desire....it is not the need makes me violent...irrational...unstable.... unsated, i want to scream, cry....rend....tear..... knowing
that somoene else has had that need fulfilled makes me want to other than
denying it entirely..i do not know how to deal with the and i have no right to expect anyone to accommodate it..... so - how does one control it?? how can one survive with such a hunger?? *hanging head...watching the tears drop* what does
one do, when you are afraid to touch yourself for you fear that in
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Page by: Raven Shadowborne © 2001 Graphics & Buttons by: Aylissa Cair & Raven Shadowborne © 1999 & 2001 |
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